.. If that happens i will suicide and than my parents will kill me again
you got it pretty bad if they kill you after your suicide! I followed Tanks steps properly, I'm booting from a USB drive partition on my DAP, everything appeared to go fine. Upon booting it goes as far as giving me the syslinux version and then it says: "Could not load kernel: linux" (or something similar) this is followed by a new line and "boot:" and awaits user input.